12/14/10

My Xmas Magic




10 more days to Xmas..

I’m happy, that it came..

The holly holiday mood is here and warmed up my whole existence.

This special feeling of Xmas spirit woke me up with its gently touch of cold and scent of fresh snow. I’ve been stretching like a cat for 5 minutes in the soft bed and than turned my step to the kitchen for a big cup of latte. The room was still half-dark and perfectly silent. I could barely catch the sound of few pegions, gurgling discreetly somewhere above. The mild aroma, coming from my cup blurried my reality and calm me down like never before. I put on my plush robe and turned on the heating. Even the music was needless in that moment. The only thing I wanted to do was so simple and relaxing, that I could stay like this forever - sitting on the window seat and staring in some ideal immensity. No sharpness… no contrast details… no vivid colours… no worries or plans… no clear thoughts. Just me hugging the winter and feeling it with my every cell. The windows were so fairy steamy, that I could imagine a sparkling world of magic and flying reindeers, elfs and Santas behind. I felt myself so heavenly, that I could spread my wings and fly away… Is Snow White supposed to fly? Cause I was her… for real! And was creating snowflakes, and was dancing with them, and kissing them and melting together…

Suddenly I heard bells ringing… hundreds of Xmas bells. Jingling. I could hear them so cleary, that they could not be imaginary ones. Was Santa coming for me?!! I hoped so! It was becoming louder… and louder… and louder…

I opened my eyes. The alarm was still ringing. Frank Sinatra’s “Jingle Bells”. I was sitting on the window seat with a cup of cold latte in my hands. The snowflakes were chasing one another in chaos, and vanished when touching the window. I could see nothing, but white horizon. Snow storm was coming.

All I could feel was coziness. All over.